“Why do you have to make me sound like an asshole?”
I’m not making you sound like one. You hurt me. I’m just putting down how I feel. If people call you an asshole because of it, it’s obviously their opinion. I’m not making people think anything.
I can’t believe I let myself believe every sweet thing you ever told me when we were together because, you’re saying those exact words to her. And that hurts so much.
Siigh, I want a puppy. So that I won’t lonely and I have it to talk to and play with. Or, Siri will do the trick too.. HAHA
(Source: gofuckingnuts, via itsduhlizcious)
i start stupid fights for stupid reasons and i honestly don’t know why.
sometimes my emotions take over. my jealousy and my insecurities mostly. i don’t mean to do things to push you away and i guess somewhere along the lines we both say things we don’t really mean and we just get caught up in the moment, both too stubborn to admit our faults. but after saying certain things, i realize you’re much too important to lose to a petty fight. in that moment, i’d take it all back and wish i never started the fight. i never want fighting to be the majority of our relationship and i never want it to get to that point. i know that through each one, we become a stronger couple with a better understanding of how much we mean to each other. we resolve these fights and these issues because we love each other, and a stupid fight isn’t worth losing what we have. i’m sorry for all of the things i get crazy about, i hope you know i’m working on it.
Guilty. /: Except it’s too late.
I got a haircut! IDK whether I like it or not yet.. It took me two years to grow out my hair )’:
This is a start
I’m finally getting up from my lazy butt and taking control of where I have slacked off in my life. I’m going to the gym again. Trying to reconnect with friend’s and talking to them more, instead of isolating myself. I’m building a better relationship with my parents. My mom is slowly starting to trust me again. I’m going to be taking the CNA course so I can become an RN faster and it’ll soon lead me to be a NP or PA. I’ll be graduating faster than I expect! I’m going to start building a closer relationship to God and just become a better person. I just need to be independent and not rely on others for my own happiness when they leave. I need to just guard myself more and not easily get so hurt. So Nietzsche’s saying, “That which does not kill you, make you stronger.” is true. I shouldn’t just be upset and depressed every time something comes along and destroys what I have done with life, I need to take that experience into perspective and change myself in order to be stronger in case something bigger comes along. Well, this was rather a rambling post. Aha.
coeur de un reveur/ heart of a dreamer
Young, naive, imperfect, and reckless.
Seventeen & counting.
This is a place where I simply write out my endless thoughts and post things that tickle my fancy.
