For the next relationship I have, I’m going to make sure I like him wholeheartedly. I’m going to be sure that I like him so much enough to make me stay without any hesitation. I don’t want to rush into things anymore. I don’t want it to end so fast either. I find that the faster you get into something, the faster it ends. And it’s silly to say, but I want to find something that lasts. I’m going to give in all of my effort in my next relationship. I’m going to show him off to my parents, family, and friends and make them like him as much as I like him. They’re all going to understand why I like him so much. My next relationship will be a mature relationship. I’m so done with this high school immature crap. I know I’m still young, but I want to experience what real love is. I guess I’m just a hopeless romantic. I want someone who promised to stay there for me, actually stays there. I want someone who will fight for me and not give up. I want someone who is brilliant and smart so they can help me through my toughest days. I want him there for my struggles and stay for my success. Everything I have ever been in has taught me and made me realized what I seriously want in my next relationship. I’m going to be patient waiting for him. I’m not asking for prince charming, I’m asking for someone who won’t leave me. 

Sigh, in the end I’m just a hopeless romantic.